| And I don't know too many people who would
have done anything to get a laugh from their better half
I should've sensed it sooner, when you lost your sense of humor
Now let my soul speak, I couldn't eat for a whole week
With no sleep. The price I pay for being a control freak
Now I'm screaming inside my pillow instead of dreaming
I must have said "I love you" so much that it lost it's meaning
But no one's perfect, so where's my chance to make adjustments?
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| it's kind of funny how you hated me so much, but you ended up loving me. and i loved you so much that i ended up hating you. lol?
forever and always, whenever those songs playyy
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| i hella don't blog in here anymore. i guess part of the reason, a really small part, is because i know no one reads this stuff and actually gives a hoot about it. and it's mostly the same stuff over and over again. me ranting about how sad i am about my life and finding new loves and friendships and always getting my heart broken in the next blog. so i'll leave it here.. and when i come back to read my blogs and reflect on the past months, hopefully i'll remember what this one is really about.
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| lol ok youre right. i'm a fucking psycho -_-
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| i'm very, very aware that this relationship is hopeless. i know that we'll reach that dead end at some point, where any more progress is out of the question. but, i invested too much feeling and accidentally let my guard down a little while back. the point of no return, looking towards the point of going no further. how the fuck did i get here with you?
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